The start of a new journal, perhaps forever?

 Not working now, investments haven't been going the direction I wanted it to. After so many years, if there's one thing I've learned, its that I want companies that are growing a decent clip, because over the years of waiting the investment will only get more and more undervalued.

A fair company at a wonderful price may remain a wonderful price for longer than I am willing to wait.

This is just a daily journal of my thoughts, maybe it will help me get healthier living habits. It's 2:03am now in the morning. It's nearing the end of the year, I don't really have any plans. I hope things will turn out ok for me, but there are a lot of habits I need to get rid of, like watching youtube shorts. I can be on that for hours and lose track of time, but after getting off I haven't learned anything new.

My room is cleaner now that I pick up whenever I can.

My foot is still really painful, I can only limp, I'm surprised how fast it took to heal, 2 days ago I couldn't even put any pressure on it. I will start following up on the job applications after the next year, which should be about next week Wednesday, 3 more days from today. 

What are the new habits that I want to pick up on? It's nuts how my back problems really cut off my exercise, I keep thinking I don't want to hurt my back so I don't exercise. The lack of exercise may contribute to my postural problems.

So what are my plans for the rest of the day? I am already up, maybe watch some squid game? season 2 is out already and im up to episode 4.

What to do after that? Just lie on the bed?

I need to schedule what I need to do every other day on the blog. That way I can keep track of myself. I will do some arm curls, x30 each arm to start it off, will improve over time.

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2:32AM

I'm halfway watching diablo 4 vessel of hatred ending. I will update what I am doing and going to do in this blog.

Going to watch Netflix(squid game season 2), maybe youtube, after that I am going to try and get some sleep.

5:22AM 

Was thinking about something i was watching.

Am I. Warrior, monk, victim or creator?

A victim is one where everything happens to me. And i am pushed around by life and i feel like i cant do anything. Good or bad. 

A warrior is one where i destroy everything in my path to achieve my objectives. Everything happens, i push and fight back 

A monk is one who thinks different, everything doesnt have to be bad. I look at my life with philosophy, my perception governs everything.

A creator is one where i am a source of activity, i do things in life together with 7 billion ppl. I am the creator of whatever happens around me, because i can change the world around me. I can create a different, better world. Things r happening around me, but i am also a creator. Not enchained by reality, its not that i am separate from reality. I am also forming reality.

Im snacking way too often. I dont know how much weight i gained back... Going to stop snacking.