7:31am

 Its tuesday 7:31am I'm listening to some music and thinking of what job I should be applying to and how it all went so wrong. I'm applying to a company called bjak.com for the post of senior analyst. I was thinking of some songs and turned on finale by eill. A song, I can't describe how it feels. The month I spent in port dickson to calm myself down. Not speaking or saying anything for a month. Its buried into me with this song. The abandoned apartment i wound up staying in. The quiet and the night lights. Its wound so deeply, just the music brings out all sorts of feelings in me.


2:42pm

I just gave in to my cravings. Went out and got a samosa and chicken puff, also went out for a chocolate sundae. As I was wondering how easy i lost willpower, i decided to do x60 bent over rows. Maybe i need 3 exercises that go x60 a day.


Kettlebell swings, bent over rows and arm curls?

Im going to get some sleep after this 

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